OK…so today I want to rant about people who are totally inconsiderate of others (yes I have one person in mind who I am not going to name). I thought that people were raised with some degree of courtesy in their lifetime; this person was not. Why should I have to let someone live in an apartment that I pay my equal share for when they pay nothing (so don’t think that is fair). And in addition to always crashing at our place this person brings unwanted drinks into our place, so not cool. But aside from the non-rent payer, let’s turn to the one who does pay a share of the rent. Normal people know that they need to do laundry on a given day so they come home before one in the morning to do it. This person would rather keep everyone up while she runs the loud dryer till three thirty in the morning…some of us need sleep to get up early for classes which we care about. In addition to being up all night due to laundry this un-named person also likes to get up at seven on the weekend to watch T.V. (with the volume on high)! Then after asked to turn it down, the non-rent payer turns it right back up. After the T.V. show has ended (at 7:30 am) they decide to cook in the kitchen then leave the apartment for two days; while their dirty dishes are left for others to clean up. I mean come on people it’s not like you’re a freshman and are new to the fact that your mommy doesn’t live with you!! Gosh it just gets under my skin and drives me crazy!!
On to another thing that has bugged me this week…declaring a major! I mean come on I have no idea and I only have till September 28th to decide. I mean I know that you can change your mind and it’s not a big deal, but it is to me! I know everyone jumps around between a few different majors, but I just don’t know. I am always afraid that I am going to make the wrong decision and either let someone down (myself included) or be penalized down the road for that choice. I mean come on I’m not even twenty, how should I know what I want to do for the rest of my life. In addition, what if I love my major and then either can’t get a job with it or hate all the jobs that come with it. Everyone tells me that you’ll just go back to school, but how much debt can I build before it’s just too much. Not that I’m upset that I am paying my whole education, but at some point I’ll have to pay it back with interest. I just feel like this is a lot of pressure for me and I usually deal well under pressure. What to do what to do??? I am so on the fence with this subject. All my life people tell me what classes to take and when to do what, but this is my own decision and if I mess it up it’s all on me. =( I know that I have support from all the people around me and they are all really great on giving me their input (which I really take to heart), but in the back of my head I really have no idea what will make me happy for the rest of my life. I want to do something that I love, just not sure what that is this soon in life. How many people on this earth can say they love what they do and can’t wait to get up every morning! All I know is that I want to make a difference whatever it is I do and at some point I would like a family. I know that’s kind of far down the road, but still I think all girls have it at the back of their mind.
Ok well I am going to stop here and just relax. It feels good to get all this stuff off my brain and down on paper. Well thanks for reading and advice is always welcome! Night all
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